The 2 folks I love most have yanked their love and support. They just vanished from my life....kinda sudden like. I feel so unloved, alone and scared. My parents are dead, my sister lives far away, and my difficulties are not such that friendships open up a lot. I care deeply for my few...and my few are gone.
I need people
I need touch
I am going crazy
I need people
I need touch
I am going crazy
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Re: Feeling pathetic
Mon, August 13, 2007 - 5:49 PMSending prayers from the deepest part of my soul.
You are not alone...while you might not hear my voice, it will be there.
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Re: Feeling pathetic
Mon, August 13, 2007 - 8:45 PMHang on Moonmom
I think you are capable of embarking on the greatest journey of your life if you can be strong and open to examining whatever presents itself to you for review.
It was a moment like yours that started my ascension process, and I can honestly say that I am now aware of and feel my interconnectedness to the universe in a way that I could never have anticipated.
My mother always said that life begins at 40, and I was beginning to think she was full of shit.
But, as usual, mom knows best. Seriously.
So hang on for me, breathe, and open your mind and calm your body.
Listen.
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Re: Feeling pathetic
Fri, August 24, 2007 - 9:28 PMthank you
slowly things turn, and turn again
strange all the twists
but bad becomes better, then...pretty all right -
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Re: Feeling pathetic
Wed, August 29, 2007 - 6:29 PMMoonmom,
It's not fair that some are blessed with an easy life that they could never appreciate, while others encounter only one challenge after another. But, as my mum said (Dave, you are right, mom's do know everything, it seems!) "Life ain't fair, honey."
My heart breaks for you because I know how pain can make all the other challenges of life - loneliness, sorrow, loss etc. - so impossible. I am not worried though, because, I have read many of your posts and I know that you are strong and creative and full of life. I believe that you are someone who can turn struggle and challenge into opportunities for strength and growth, and that on the other side, you will come out smiling and dancing.
May your turns and twists bring you to a place where you are happy, whole, and completely loved. I think you're a star.
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Re: Feeling pathetic
Wed, September 5, 2007 - 12:56 AMwhat a kind thing to say
thank you
I am trying to turn things around
staying true to my beliefs
spin straw into gold
so much straw....so little time -
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Re: Feeling pathetic
Wed, September 5, 2007 - 9:09 AMLemons into lemonade... it's the best you can do sometimes. Life is not fair. But for the fact that you are able to express yourself here and I am sure elsewhere (I'm sort of on the same Titanic... re: close fam being away ( my husband is an "ironman"- cancer "inconvenienced" him... but all of my dearest pals are scattered and far away and a large part of them live in Belize dealing with the afterglow of Hurricane Felix...) I am fully able to empathize.
Dealing isn't always "dealing". Sometimes a good primal yowl helps. I hope you get an elevator lift to the top vs. having to claw your way to the top. It isn't alway pretty, but niether is hurting, no matter the source.
My every profound empathy to you - hand up? In lieu of that, chocolate always adds to my arsenal even if it isn't all that "good" for me. Passes the truffles-
M.A.
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